what might turn up on the page after flexing our fingers and moving the pens across the page in workshops.
For various reasons (probably mostly the naysayer in my head) I’ve not tried my hand at fiction very often. But Mark Iliss’ workshop yesterday prompted an afternoon producing over 1,000 words of a short story. When we met for our tutorial he mostly asked, “what happens next?” Off I went back to the laptop to figure out the destiny of the family of characters that had turned up in my head.
The biggest problem was moral. I felt bad about wanting to kill one of them. And worse if any of the others murdered him.
All of this was revelation, the words spooling out from what was quite a sketchy character exercise in the morning, the characters taking life in my head (was this how Zeus felt when he birthed Athena?), the morality of plot decisions (this may be why not many Quakers are counted amongst top fiction writers.) One of the biggest mind blows this week was that I need to completely reassess how I see myself as a writer.
The poetry workshop with Carola Luther was stimulating without exciting any of the short fiction moral dilemmas. My walks around Lumb Bank have me pondering geology, rock and water. The well stocked library can’t answer these queries. One thing I will be checking on Google when we get to Manchester wifi land.
One exercise took me rather nostalgically back to my own lane.
You think of me
Not at all
Piece of limestone
Skidding in on ice –
A one off.
Impervious of weather.
Imperious to some.
My sun. My moon.
You know nothing,
For as long or longer
Than these mountains last
Here I’ll sit.
Bee Smith is travelling in March 2014 with the Leonardo da Vinci Life Long Learning Programme “Developing Creative Practice Across Borders” to Yorkshire and Lancashire organised by the Cavan Arts and the Social Inclusion Unit offices.